Thoughts

hey, on my prev blog entries... sept '07


Thoughts

Random, unlimited, unfamiliar
Undeterminable, unfathomable,
Thoughts-that’s what de are

They define you,
Project you, propel you
Sometimes take you on a magnanimous high
Sometimes just leave you with that unnerving sigh

My thoughts, they are sealed
Behind the powerful fortress-the mind they are reeled
Decipher, decode and then decide
Whether a random juxtaposition they are
Or actually herald the innovation of the new hour.

Thoughts, they seem to fire your soul,
Encompassing the universe you control
Omnipresent thoughts hiding behind this visage
A visage that can camouflage
All dat it can express- the truth or farce

Their dual nature stupefies me,
It makes me wonder, ponder n see
Are these the ones dat shape my life?
Are these the bricks dat build my soul so naïve?

Answers I receive in multitude
But the answer itself lies in the attitude
They are the ones dat shape my psyche
Give it the energy to grab my goal
My thoughts are the window to my innermost unfathomable nascent soul.

There lie feelings,
Feelings uncared for, feelings unexpressed
Feelings just resonating, appearing disappearing.
Thoughts n feelings –that eternal, interlinked chain
The mind and heart to this council seem bound
But love their eclectic freedom so profound!

Thoughts the precursor to joy and sorrow
Predecessor to a tenacious tomorrow
My thoughts have a direct link
With the almighty at the other end I think...
Sanctity and pristinity thus maintained
Away from thinking negative n tainted

I therefore submit my instrument of power
The instrument which I know even possess the power to devour
It still remains instrumental in paving my future
Bright and shimmering is all dat I desire
Scale the new pinnacle, high n higher
Submission to the supreme is only the assured way
Then life will seem like those very thoughts
Metamorphose from what u thought were a bundle of knots
That’s when with joy interspersed, a beautiful journey thus unfolds….


untill thoughts strike again...
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Sometimes

One of my enteries frum prev blog...
December 05
hey,
well dis poem ive written was in da midddle of my exams.. i don realli know how its turned out just wanted to share the thoughts... read it and tell me wot u think of it,,

SOMETIMES

Sometimes I wonder whether things are just meant to happen

Sometimes I wonder whether what happens is pre-planned by god

Sometimes I wonder whether god laughs wen we pray to him for changes in situations

Sometimes situations get da better of us and our maturity

Sometimes I just feel mature enough to handle situations

Sometimes its those situations which show me wat a kid I am

Sometimes I feel richer by experience

Sometimes experiences are delightful

Sometimes delight is accompanied by a strange fear

Sometimes fear is taken as a challenge to overcome


Sometimes challenges end in defeat

Soemtiems a defeat is more than a win

Sometimes winning is everything

Sometimes everything that ever matters,is just one thing

Sometimes to find that ‘one’ you have to go thru a multitude of possibilities

Sometimes possibilities confuse

Sometimes confusion leads us to better options

Sometimes making the right option is difficult

Sometimes difficulties are impressive

Sometimes impressions so formed are deceptive

Sometimes deception is used to match standard

Sometimes standards are a tad bit high to match

Sometimes matching upto people is problematic

Sometimes problems make us see our fortitude

Sometimes fortitude lies in pure faith

Sometimes pure faith is wat helps you get thru , somewhere somehow.....




UNTILL THOUGTH STRIKE AGAIN
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Crazy Things ive done

this happens to be one of my entries from my prev blog...
June 06
crazy thngs i have done!!
hiee.. most of u mite jus get freaked readin dis.. so discreation of the reader is advised...
the crazy thinga i have done :

>>CALL UP FRENDS AND HAVE RANDOM CONVERSATIONS
ok dis has to be dicussed..
but sumtymes it gets realli crak ...
we have bhojpuri conversations( o bihari i dunno but its fun)

frend2:"kaisan ho"
me:"hum thik hai tumhra hal chaal kaisan hain?"
frnd2:"humra bhi tanik thi thak chal raha hain.."
me:"badiya badiya.. ghar pe sab kaisan hain , maa babuji?"
frnd2:" sab thik hain,badiya"
me:"badiya badiya, ramji ki kripa sada rahe..."
frnd:"kal tumhar doordhwani kaunva bhi nahin uthavat"
me:"hum bahut hi paresaan tha, kaam tanik badh gaya hai"

lol n we are like totalli cracking up/// like "tanik" oh man!!! its killer.. da first tym we did dis i swear i was laughing alonefor quite a while n even choked man.... hilarious try it


>>made a frend of mine check out a guy(keep it under da wraps pls)

>>stalking will be a strong word.. done a milder verson of it on orkut.. (dun u gawk ..everyone does it, its called finding!!!)

>>taken my family on a ride in disney telling dem its all mild..wen it actualli was dis realli realli whacky roller coaster( now m not evil baba)

>>seen tv for 7 hrs

>>slept for 17 hrs (after jet lagged but was crazzy enuff

>>been awake for 30 hrs straight

>>done 8 graphic sheets in a day.. sucked bloody

>>given "khunass" looks to da teacher i hate the most .. den abused him in da college library

>>dropped a large coke in mcdonalds,laughed loudly and after it sputtered all ove ,even on the manager's neck.. i gt da nerve to say," oh shit i need a coke pls"...

>>owned up for a proxy i did for a frend.. n a got a lifetime of khunuss frum da teacher

>>penned a poem n blogegd about it(shit man mistake)

>>threatened a kid in da pizza parlour!

>>pierced my nail,worn a diamond for a weeek

>>put a tatoo on my face(temprary)

>>dun accupunture wid 9 needles freakin hell de hurt

>>done ear candling-ancient chinese method to help cold,sinus etc.. in which de put lit candles in ur ears !!! freak!!

>>fallen ill on purpose in schl to avoid swimming(dun ask me hw i did dt)

>>broken the schl classroom door by pushing a pencil thru da small gap below.. door still deosn close

>> had mc chikecken buger,fries,coke,mc nuggets(6 peces),mc wings(4pieces) n icecream all at once widout wastin n puking

>>eaten 3 shawarma's at a go

>>taken a leech outta my frends foot

>>embarassed my self at crossword by saying, "whens da next harry potty releasing , tell me da date"

>>tried to ride a BIKE(proper bike called tvs flame).. n its crazy cos i dunno how to ride a cycle as yet(i do knoe how to ride a car tho)

untill thots strike again,
~surbhie~

Hey :)

hey everyone..
suswagatam!
well i decided to move from msn space to dis as u can see...
http://surbhidethe.spaces.live.com/---->to dis one :)
reasons:
1)msn space takes eternity to open wid my lovely LAN connection back in college
2)i got bored
3)reason 2) is enough
4)change :)
5)wi-fi singapore :)
6)lukkha giri

so yeah, i mean read laugh,comment hve fun n smile :)

cheers,